Busy attending meetings and making arrangement for a reunion with secondary friends of CLS. Being a committee to represent my class, i had to collect money, book hotel and made advance payment. Contacting and persuading friends to attend were the most challenging task. I still have yet to convince another 5 of them to join the party.
My company acquired another new factory which has given me the most stress. Being so much involved in the acquisition activities and also providing assistance in the administration, it was most disappointing when the business is running into a loss. Busy with everything besides worrying for the monthly loss. We have simply accepted all resignation from employees and finally my HR exec is leaving. I have to understand and plan what or who to do or how to do her job. It is not as easy like plant 1 and therefore i have added worries when we have reluctantly given early release and she has like 4 days to brief or train me. Sigh...
Next, my mom was not well and was admitted to the hosp for dehydration, creatinine at 172 and RBC at 8. Blood transfusion needed since blood count was low. I have to do the basic housework, worry about office work and mom's health condition. When she stayed for the 3rd day, i received a call from Penang Tzu Chi, SN Lim that my godfather needs an admission. Heart enlarged, chest infection and RBC 7.5. I had to rush to Penang to reach Tzu Chi before 8pm to collect his medical report for his admission. Finally admitted at Specialist Centre and on my way home, visited my mom at Seb Jaya hosp. Day ended past 11pm.
Next morning with calls from hosp asking for replacement of blood as godfather needed 2 pkt for blood transfusion. Arrangement had to be made by me. Then another call informing me that my mom at Seb Jaya hosp can be discharged and i need to be there to check her condition with the Doctor. I am needed here & there?? Sigh.... Island or mainland?
June is a real crazy month for me. I am so so stressful that i am also short of breath. Could hardly eat and my mind has too many things to worry.
"Lou Tou, Mummy, you two up in heaven can see me running about, doing my best for my mom and my godfather. Please give me your invisible strength as i am a tired person now. I may physically look strong. You should know i am worried, sad, unhappy and crying in my heart. :( I feel i am no long the Queen i used to be. A jovial and happy go lucky Queen. I don't feel it at all. Why??"